Saturday, July 4, 2009


I don't know how to start & where to start , i had a big fight with Lo♥e today . & it lasted for about 8 hours already ); Both of us can't seems to communicate this few weeks , have been quarreling almost everyday ? though sometimes it's only for awhile but i'm really very sick of quarreling with him . I don't know who exactly is the one that changed , me or him ? or maybe i should say both of us had changed . He has his own needs & things to stress about , but he doesn't confide those important stuffs to me & always likes to quarrel over small little stuffs which are seriously waste of time only . why can't he just understand me more , instead of seeing those negative things in me ? He doesn't understand me at all thus he kept saying i'm like a spoilt brat , living like a princess & spending money when i don't even earn a single cents . Yes , i don't deny my expectations for certain things are very high . but this is just who i am , he should knew from the day he know me . & not finding faults in me , whatever i do doesn't please him . I really don't know what i should do to keep this relationship going on , it's really very hard to mantain a relationship . We have come so far , i don't wanna give up just like this . Which girl doesn't want to be pampered & loved ? I understand in a relationship there must be give & take , but why must it always be me who give in this few weeks ? I don't expect much , i just want him to treat me like how he used to . Is it really that difficult ? Sigh );
I hope things will turn out to be better tmrr .