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Currently at my own home , Jurong (: ~
had a big fight with him in the afternoon , a very serious want . he made me go bonkers & i scream like nobody's business -.- ' he threw all my clothes on the floor making me more angry , so i started packing my stuffs . told Mom i wanted to move back & she told me to think carefully of the decision i am making , she doesn't want me to move back home & after a few days i move back to his house again . I than fell asleep after exchanging a few msg with Mom . When i woke up , it's already 6pm . used com for awhile & i went to bathe , left his house at 8pm after watching the channel 8 show . reached home at 9.10pm .
He msged me , pleading me to go back . i rejected & told him i'm sick of all this quarrels & fights already . He wouldn't change , it's always the same old problems . but recently he's getting more & more worse , i don't know what i am to him . He don't understand me at all & he claimed that i've changed . he don't do what he promised , yet liar is what he is always calling me when he should be the one . He said he has learned his mistake & will definately change this time round , but i really don't know if i should believe him & give him a chance . Sigh );
We have been together for 4 months & 7 days , never once i spend my night outside . tonight i'm gonna sleep on my own & so is he , i doubt i will get used to it . . .