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I changed my blog link , thanks to Anqi Scal for the idea ((:
ev-lastinglove. E for Elson && V for Valerie . Haha . sorry readers if you had a hard time finding my blog , LOL [:
i didn't go out today , all thanks to the cramps that i am having again && i am also having flu -.- '
i overslept today && i didn't wake ♥'Deardear up for school .
luckily his friend called him , or else i'm sure he will not attend school again .
stayed at home , used com , watched tv , changed my bedsheet , cleaned my room && talked to ♥'Deardear on the phone .
didn't get to meet him today , && i fcuking miss him );
he told me a bad news just now , a very very bad one indeed :/
but i don't blame him at all cos i know he doesn't want it to happen too , Sigh .
i am angry of myself for not being understanding when he told me about it , kept giving him attitude && adding stress on him .
i am having mood-swing :x hais .
i have no choice but to just bear with it for the time being than , i'm gonna miss ♥'Deardear very very very much );
just finished talking to ♥'Deardear , i asked him to go to bed first as he still have school tmrr .
gonna wake him up for school tmrr morning , hopefully i wouldn't overslept again :/
Goodnight [:

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I'm V-alerieee (:

Updated at 12.17am.
was watching tv with my Mom when Suzhen Jie missed call me .
called her back && she told me that Ezekiel had an accident && is in NUH now .
i don't know how serious are his injuries , but i hope that he will be fine .
waiting for Chee Wei Kor to reach && inform me about his situation now .

Sigh , it's all my fault ); i really don't know what should i do . i want him to lead a happy life without me but things don't turned out to be what i want . i know i am selfish , but i really don't wanna hurt anyone . can someone please tell me what to do ? my mind is totally blank now , what do i really want ? did i make the right choice ? Hais . i am going bonkers soon . . . blame everything on me.