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Okays , i just reached home about 45 mins ago && have quited my job .
prepared this morning as usual && went out of my house , walked to the bus-stop && i realised that i did not bring my work pass .
so in the end i msged Jenny , informing her that i would wanna quit .
&& there's when the problem starts :/
it's a long story && i wouldn't wanna waste time posting all those rubbish .
but most likely i am going to pay some money for the company loss , && i seriously hope that the amount will not be much && this matter will be settled quickly && in the most nice way (:
gonna be so so broke again ); Sigh .
ppl , pray that i will be fine okays .
never gonna work in a company that needs to sign contract anymore , even if i need to .
i will definately look carefully && understand every single sentence before signing it !
so i walked back home from the bus-stop , called many ppl . but some were still fast asleep -.- '
reached home , talked to Yahui partner && she asked me to go look for her .
as she was afraid that i might do something that she wouldn't want to happen due to the stress i am having now :/
so i went out and headed to Batok to look for her && her boyfriend.
had breakfast at Mac, Mac spicy nuggets (: Partner's Ho gai Siao .
than slacked && chit-shat awhile before heading back to her boyfriend's house .
slacked && waited for Alicia to wake up from her beauty sleep .
went to meet her after she woke up , && i cabbed home at 4 plus .
alighted at the roadside && i saw a old man lying down on the floor .
he had difficulty in breathing && did not respond to me at all .
so i quickly called 995 && while waiting for the ambulance to arrive .
many passerbys came && asked me what happened .
i was so angry that before i noticed this old man lying on the floor , i actually saw a girl walking passed him but did not bothered at all !
why on earth are there such ppl , fuck man _l_ .
nevermind , back to the topic .
the ambulance soon arrived && the old man was sent to the hospital .
hopefully he will be fine (:
reached home && received a call from the police , asking me about the incident .
that was my first time encountering such incident , && i am glad that i did the right thing . Unlike that girl that did nothing at all .
parents && i are not in good terms again , all because of my job thingy .
sometimes i do hope that they will be more understanding && not add on to my stress :/
hope everything will be fine soon (:
Currently waiting for ♥Baby's call , sometimes i wish that he will always be there for me when i need him . but not that he don't want , blame it on his fcuk camp .
I miss ♥Baby , i seriously miss him so much .

there's so many things && problems that are kept deep in my heart but i can only keep them to myself .
no one understand me at all , not even myself .
i don't even know what i want . . .
this particular word just kept flashing into my mind EID :/ only than all my problems will be solved .
i may seem so alright on the outside but actually i am going mad real soon .
i don't wanna go back to the past i used to be . i don't wanna solve things in those manners but i have no idea what else can i do );
maybe leaving will put down all my burdens . . . .
i can only confide everything to ♥Baby , but he will just asked me not too think too much .
even if i tell him i wanna EID , he will think that i am joking .
action speaks louder than words, should i ?

I'm V-alerieee (:
2nd June 2008_18.00pm